Worked out for the first time in a week. I can’t let myself stop again. I feel like I’m dying.
Another day and still nothing from boyfriend. The knot in my stomach tightens every time my phone goes off and it’s not him. This is the longest this deployment since I’ve heard from him and it’s freaking me out.
I just wish he could be home for the holidays. And I wouldn’t have to wait months to see him again.
Argh. I hate deployments!
Sometime you just gotta be your own hero and save your own little heart. Because sometimes the people you can’t imagine living without, can actually live without you.
Yesterday she got dressed by herself. But today she kept saying “no I don’t need you help!” And “go the other room! I don’t need you help Dabby!”
So funny to think last year I’d watch her and she only spoke a few sentences to me. Now she’s potty trained, yelling at me in big words and long sentences bad getting herself dressed.
Gotta cherish this last year with her. She drives me crazy but I still love her to death.